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03 September 2004 @ 02:12 am
Done with Trader Joe's, yo. Today I got to work in the candy/cookies section and so I got to snack on some stuff that was already open, and then they had some cake and sherbet and mud pie and stuff to sorta congratulate me for going back off to college. So lots of sweets. :D

Probably starting work at Sun on Tuesday! Until then, I want to hangs out with the awesomecrew tomorrow, go to Oakland/SanFran with Paolocrew on Saturday, and do something amazing with momcrew on Sunday. Monday's probably my day to buy work-related stuff and perhaps pack stuff up so as to sleep over with a few of my mom's friends who live closer to Sun's offices.
The Captaincaptainwinkey on September 3rd, 2004 10:23 am (UTC)
Leaving a job for something better always feels really good, yet also leaves a funny taste in your mouth.

Maybe that's just me.

Glad you're moving up the ladder, hope you had fun at TJ's, and enjoy going back to college after your few short weeks in the 'reel' world. :D

College is fun. :D
bubberz20 on September 3rd, 2004 11:13 am (UTC)
I like sweets now... I didnt fully appreciate the sweet til i got pregnant... lol....
hellokaorihellokaori on September 3rd, 2004 01:32 pm (UTC)
Wow. How old is this chick?
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hellokaorihellokaori on September 4th, 2004 06:36 pm (UTC)
And you've had CHILDREN?!
bubberz20 on September 5th, 2004 04:18 pm (UTC)
yes... just one..... She is 1 year... I got preg when i was 18... Like 5 months before my birthday......I dont find a problem with it....
hellokaorihellokaori on September 5th, 2004 05:58 pm (UTC)
Wow. You're not at all worried that you're a tool of society's slow and subtle fall back into the dark ages of female objectification and deprecation?
hellokaorihellokaori on September 5th, 2004 05:58 pm (UTC)
Come to think of it, how do you have time to go to school?
bubberz20 on September 8th, 2004 12:51 pm (UTC)
Are you a feminist or something??? I dont care at all... i wanted children... I got pregnant on purpose.... In fact.... I think i am again.... Plus... not everyone HAS TO or NEEDS to be in school... I chose not to go to school bc i didnt want to. I wanted to be a mom and a wife.... And not everyone objectifies women.... Atleast not Jeff.... So... thats all.
hellokaorihellokaori on September 12th, 2004 12:42 am (UTC)
Wow...that's all you want to do in life? Be a mom and a wife? You realize you'll be fat, wrinkled, constantly exhausted, and much exploited pretty soon, right? Plus, you use "feminist" as if it's a bad word. What's wrong with feminism? God forbid I go out, get an education, and do something not pre-ordained for me by society!! No, I'd rather be locked in a house with screaming id-ruled beasts all day every day. What an existence. I don't understand why you don't go completely insane.
bubberz20 on September 13th, 2004 07:51 am (UTC)
Thats your own fucking view on life.. i respect that... And dont think i didnt want an education... i was accecpted to a college, I did have a life in front of me... And i want to thank you for reminding me.... Its really sad that you would put down a complete stranger..... I was already fat, i dont care about wrinkles, bc we are all gonna be wrinkly in the future anyway!And Im always exhusted bc of my first kid... whats one more gonna do? Furthermore, I pretty much think "Feminism" is a bad thing... I dont want special treatment... I dont want to be treated the same.... Its a big crock.... And the reason I dont go "completely insane"? Is bc Im happy with my life... I have a loving Fiance.... a great child, and im sure a great child on the way, and I feel great! So i suggest you stop thinking to hard about life.... I live it as i go... and thats the way i like it! Thank you!
hellokaorihellokaori on September 14th, 2004 07:10 pm (UTC)
Feminism isn't about "special treatment." It's about educating women so that they don't glorify the life of a thoughtless housewife and pursue a life of intellectual freedom. Just curious; why didn't you go to school? And it sounds to me as if your life isn't all that happy...your grammar leaves much to be desired, meaning you didn't really get all that great of an education; you admit your child is exhausting, and yet you seem entrenched in resignation. Are you one of those girls who smile when their husband beats them and says, "Aw, it's okay, he loves me, and I deserved it anyway"??? God, you can be a mother and a wife, just pleease don't ruin it for the rest of us by furthering that despicable fifties-sitcom stereotype.
bubberz20 on September 15th, 2004 06:50 am (UTC)
What the fuck is your problem??? Do you do this to every person you meet that has children??? YOU ARE REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES! JEFF DOES NOT BEAT ME... HE DOES LOVE ME.. AND IF HE EVER LAID A HAND ON ME IN A BAD WAY I WOULD KILL HIM....
PLUS.... who are you to critisize my grammar.... so im not smart, big fat fucking deal... im as smart as i need to be...there is no rule saying i have to be a genuis..... I think i am a good person.... I didnt kill my children... I could have, but i chose life for them. And how the hell do you get off and saying that "you dont think im happy?" Im very happy, you dont know me.... This is the life i wanted.... and the reason i didnt go to school is bc i didnt like high school.... i didnt drop out or anything, i just didnt like it.... And to add on to that... I went to a high school that was for the intelectually gifted.... A private school with college level classes, so i think i have a better eductaion than any single mother has..... How am i ruining it for you? If you had never met me, it wouldnt not have affected your life....... I just dont understand how you could do this..... Live life the way you do.... I would think that would be exhausting..... Plus, What is it you expect me to do??? Leave the life that i have, abandon my children, my fiance, and start over?? I AM HAPPY! IT PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM SHIT AND WORTHLESS.... I KNOW PEOPLE LIKE YOU, AND I HATE THEM.... I HOPE EVERYDAY THAT THEY GO TO HELL. I THINK YOU SHOULD RETHINK YOUR LIFE, BC YOU ARENT GOING TO GET VERY FAR.... NO ONE WILL "LOVE" YOU, NOT YOUR FUTURE CHILDREN, ( GOD FORBID YOU HAVE ANY ) NOT YOUR HUSBAND, I HOPE HE BEATS YOU, AND YOU KNOW WHAT..... YOU ONLY DO THIS TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOU. ITS SAD, VERY SAD!
hellokaorihellokaori on September 15th, 2004 10:11 pm (UTC)
Wow...that's pretty scary. It seems you have way more problems than you let on. First of all, there is no Hell. There is no God to send me to Hell, and if there was, I'd think She'd thank me for not wanting to add to overpopulation. No, I don't want to pop babies out of MY body (mine and not any man's), but I'm going to do the right thing by adopting someone else's spurned child. My boyfriend "loves" me very much, but neither of us wants to get married. I'm glad you want me to get beaten and go to hell for trying to make the world a better place for ignorant young women who think that all they're good for in life is popping out more babies to make the burden heavier on this planet.
bubberz20 on September 16th, 2004 06:14 am (UTC)
ok.. so your an Atheist... good for you.... but do you realize that you are being the ignorant one??? Still i ask, who are you to judge me? You have not one clue what my life is like.... NOT ONE CLUE! Are you assuming that i am not a good person?? I dont beleive in any of that religous shit either.... BUT i do beleive in being a mother.... Even as a young mother...

One more thing... If you dont believe in GOD, then why did you refer to this non-existant being as a girl?? Sounds to me that there is some beleif in you.... other wise you wouldnt have said that....

And dont even start bashing on adoption... I was adopted... and i think my mother did that right thing by giving me up... She was too young, she was only 15... I was 18. theres quite a difference...

And it sounds like you guys really arent in love enough to get married.... If he truley loved you he would ask you to marry him when the time is right....

And if you are going to make the world a better place by telling people they fucked up in life... then be my guest...

BUT my children are not a burden... I love them very much, and i never see them as that, or ever will....

and if you are going to reply again, quit using the word "Wow" to begin your bitchy rants about life and the way it should be....
hellokaorihellokaori on September 16th, 2004 04:45 pm (UTC)
Ad hominem, all of it...First of all, I'm not bashing adoption. In case you didn't notice, I said I was planning on adopting if my maternal instincts really get the better of me. Secondly, my boyfriend does love me, we just don't believe in marriage. Thirdly, my calling God "She" has no connection to any kind of belief and whatever train of logic led you to that conclusion is definitely a very...er...creative one, I'm sure. And one more point: If you don't believe in religious "shit," why are marriage and child-bearing the ultimate goals for every woman's life? Couples who love each other don't have to get married (witness all the gay couples who have not yet gained the right), because if you love someone, why do you need a piece of paper to prove it? Also, childbearing is only encouraged by religious Christians who don't seem to understand the concept of overpopulation. It shouldn't be the ultimate goal of someone's life. Plus, why do you spend so much time on LiveJournal? I mean, I'm a teenager, so it makes sense for me, but shouldn't you, as (I assume) a fucntional adult, have better things to do?
bubberz20 on September 17th, 2004 05:44 am (UTC)
You know what? Im sick of you. You always have some sort of smartass remark to come back at me with... so im just gonna let it go.....

Just know though... I feel that im a better person than bc of what i did..... This is my life... a good life.... No one else see's anything wrong with it BUT you....

So, im done, bc i do have better things to do besides, get mad at you bc you put me down everyday.

You are a bad person..... a very bad person. And i feel so so sorry for you.

That is all.....bye
hellokaorihellokaori on September 28th, 2004 01:57 pm (UTC)
bubberz20 on September 4th, 2004 11:53 am (UTC)
Im 20.... is that a bad thing??? =/