I'm feeling better than I did a while ago, so yet again I can't poop out a good helping of fresh squeezed angst, but today was sort of a downer. No real social contact whatsoever. It used to be like this a lot in previous years and I was totally fine with it, but things have changed around so much this summer that it's not like me to spend entire days secluded anymore... even though my room is where I'm supposed to be making money doing web design.
Boys and girls, I didn't think I'd ever say this in a blog, but here's the awful truth: I need a girlfriend. No, really. My past views on relationships have gone down the tube ever since I found out that I was attractive and charming enough to find myself and a female partner in the veritable sack, as it were.
I thought I'd be emotionally crushed or something if a relationship didn't work out. Yet then again, a strong lack of emotions was what prompted me to even find a girl in the first place, so what was I so afraid of? It's true, it was more of an insecurity than it was an undesire.
So, for all you girlzors from UCSC that have added me to their friends list and talked to me over AIM and told me to "NEVER EVER HAVE MR. BIGGLESWORTH AS A PROFESSOR," watch out, I'm single, and LOOKING.
...It'll help take my mind off people at home.